I remember how seeing the shape of your mouth that first time, I kept staring until my blood turned to rain.
Some things take root in the brain and just don’t let go.
—Tim Seibles (Slow Dance)
The password is forever, ok
Don’t be so vain to think that you ruined me,
that you wrecked me,
I am the only one who has the power to do that.
I loved you, and I ruined myself,
I wrecked myself,
I destroyed myself.
And I will keep doing so for as long as I am breathing.
when you left it didnt feel like you were gone it felt like you had died,
life stopped still,
the person who i thought you were had disappeared
but you turned out to be someone different
and that grief turned to shame,
shame that somehow I deserved everything
everyday is the same
life is slipping by